Wow

So... I've totally just discovered something about myself and I don't think I like it. Actually... I don't like it one bit.

And I don't want you all to judge me by what I do. Really don't. Because I hate that I do it, but it seems I can't stop at the same time.

I like to pick out a guy, probs about one in each class, and I will try with all my skills to get him to like me. No joke. I may not even want to date them, fuck them, kiss them. But they have something I want.

It's so retarded.

And I've realised I've done it for about the majority of my high schooling career as well.

Isn't that a sad thing to do.