I was informed tonight that I have not blogged since July.
SHAME ON ME!
I got too caught up in being a hipster on tumblr...
But I'm back baby!!
So, I assume you are wondering what I have been up to since I was last on here. Well, let me tell you fuck all has changed.
I have completed my first year of uni though, so that's kinda cool.
But apart from that, I can't really think of anything of importance to report.
In saying that though, I've recently felt myself feeling like I am running out of time. There is so much that I want to achieve and I'm scared that I'm never going to do any of it.
I know that is stupid, but I can't help it. I don't even understand what has brought this on.
I mean, I'm turning 21 next year. 21. What have I got to show for it... nothing. Absolutely nothing.
I just feel like I'm stuck in a rut. Going round and round this endless circle. And not in a cool way like the Lion King's Circle of Life.
I guess what I need to do though is get off my fat arse and do something about it.
Though, I find myself lacking the motivation.
I am lacking the motivation for everything.
It gets me so fucking angry and then I get sad and then I have no motivation. Once again this fucking vicious cycle.
Anyways... I'm moving into a new apartment as we speak, I've started a new job and I'm working on a few different shows. One of which I'm particularly proud to be apart of. So hopefully this will get me out of this lull.
Peace out my peeps
xxx
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