I spent the afternoon with a friend that I used to be really close with today. It was... I dunno...
It was if anything a little bit awkward.
I mean it was nice, but it's not the same as it used to be, and I know everyone changes and both of us definately have, but I find it difficult how we try to act as if nothing is different.
It's hard.
Especially since we quite clearly have different interests now.
It's also made like ten times harder when she contradicts herself. She does stuff that she said she'd never do. She like things she used to hate.
She told me how she had picked up this guy and how he smoked dope which was "such a turn off" but she can't wait to meet up with him again when she gets back.
I dunno. I guess change is hard to deal with sometimes.
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