I'd like to start with a quote...
"I think that the power is the principle. The principle of moving forward, as though you have the confidence to move forward, eventually gives you confidence when you look back and see what you've done." - Robert Downey Jr.
What a wise man.
I've come back to Melbourne today after a week on the couch at home.
As much as I HATED being sick, I want to be back on that couch.
It's really hit me today that this isn't just some little jaunt to Melbourne for a week or so. This is it. This is what my life has become. I'm moving into the next phase of my life.
I really need to move forward, but I am finding it so hard. And it's not that I have to make friends or that the classes are too hard. It's just the fact that it is change and I don't deal with change too well. I get flustered if I have to change my shower routine.
I want to be back on that couch, watching TV and mooching off Mum and Dad.
I think if I had a couch here I'd even feel moderately better. I don't really have anywhere that I can just sit and chill out. I'm either at the desk or at the table or on the floor, none of which are moderately comfy or suitable for an afternoon nap. I know I have my bed, but I don't really enjoy sleeping on there during the day or using it as a substitute for a couch.
I think once I go back to classes I'll settle easier.
"I think that the power is the principle. The principle of moving forward, as though you have the confidence to move forward, eventually gives you confidence when you look back and see what you've done." - Robert Downey Jr.
What a wise man.
I've come back to Melbourne today after a week on the couch at home.
As much as I HATED being sick, I want to be back on that couch.
It's really hit me today that this isn't just some little jaunt to Melbourne for a week or so. This is it. This is what my life has become. I'm moving into the next phase of my life.
I really need to move forward, but I am finding it so hard. And it's not that I have to make friends or that the classes are too hard. It's just the fact that it is change and I don't deal with change too well. I get flustered if I have to change my shower routine.
I want to be back on that couch, watching TV and mooching off Mum and Dad.
I think if I had a couch here I'd even feel moderately better. I don't really have anywhere that I can just sit and chill out. I'm either at the desk or at the table or on the floor, none of which are moderately comfy or suitable for an afternoon nap. I know I have my bed, but I don't really enjoy sleeping on there during the day or using it as a substitute for a couch.
I think once I go back to classes I'll settle easier.
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