5:30...

Did you think I was missing in action?

No, I thought not.

The past couple of days have been super busy.

On Thursday night I had my Farewell Work dinner with all the girls. It was super nice. We went to this Thai restuarant and had it all to ourselves. It was lovely sipping champagne and eating wonderful food. I got really embarressed at one stage they brought out a present for me. I wasn't even expecting a present! They got me these lovely towels! I know that sounds like a shitty present, but I actually needed towels and I was having trouble finding decent cheap ones. And they didn't just get me like two towels, I got two towels, two facewashers, a hand towel and a bath mat. Then to top things off they got me a $30 voucher for iTunes. It was really sweet.

But then they started talking about all the things I used to do when I was little and they asked me to do a speech. I got a bit choked up when I started to do it. I felt like a right fool. I thought I was just so excited to be leaving, but I realised I was closing a chapter and starting a new one and it got me kind of scared.

Anyway, the next day was of course my last day there. It was the longest day ever!! But I got a all choked up again when I was leaving. I'm starting to think maybe it was hormonal. I don't know. All I've ever wanted to do is leave that place and now that I have I'm missing it.

So, Friday night I went out with some lovely friends and we listened to lovely music (well it was pretty mediocre, but whatever) and ate lovely food. It made me realise I don't want to leave this life.

Today the rents and I went to Melbourne to look at student housing apartments. They were alright. They'll do. Ugh. I kept feeling like there was this pressure to like them. My Dad kept saying things like,"did you like it?" "could you live there" "well that wasn't too bad" "I could see you living there" "I think they're pretty good". You get the picture. They were good. Yes I wouldn't mind living there, but I just wanted to scream "I DON'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT ANYMORE!!".

I am sick of talking about university. That's all anyone asks me about. "Are you ready?", "What are you studying", "Where are you studying", "Do you know anyone?", "Where are you staying" and so on. I'm over it. I don't want to talk about it anymore.

Hmmmmm...

The latest Empire magazine has published 101 must see films of 2010. Is it sad that I wrote in my diary the release dates of the films I wanna see? I like to think I'm just very organised.

I'm watching Sex and the City at the moment. They're all at the beach... I would kill to be at the beach at the moment. Anyone for a day trip?

Oh! My copy of The Futurist came in on Thursday. It is just as good as I thought it would be. If anything better.

Favourite Tracks:

5:30

Man Like Me

The Futurist

Your Move

It inspires me to start playing more.