Nothing is worse than watching yourself on film... NOTHING!!
Well, actually, there are probably worse things... like living in poverty, having no TV, loosing one earring etc.
Anyways, none of those things apply, coz this shitz about self embarrassment. Word to yo mutha.
Um... yeah gangster doesn't work for me.
Anyway, back to topic. I was watching a DVD of a musical I did a couple of years ago with a friend tonight and I was just so embarrassed to see myself doing these things on stage, even though when performing them I don't have a problem.
I just look at myself and think "Wow, is that really what I looked like when I did that? I look like a retard." It got to the point where I stole the remote off her and fast forwarded all the parts I was in.
Isn't that awful? Why is it that I have this stupid problem? I mean, I have no problem with performing to large crowds or anything like that, but to sit and watch myself makes me feel more embarrassed than doing a fart in a crowded space.
I suppose the solution to this problem is, just don't watch.
Man, I'm so good at solving problems I could be a super sleuth... NOT.
Urgh. Time to stop this drivel. Night xxx
Well, actually, there are probably worse things... like living in poverty, having no TV, loosing one earring etc.
Anyways, none of those things apply, coz this shitz about self embarrassment. Word to yo mutha.
Um... yeah gangster doesn't work for me.
Anyway, back to topic. I was watching a DVD of a musical I did a couple of years ago with a friend tonight and I was just so embarrassed to see myself doing these things on stage, even though when performing them I don't have a problem.
I just look at myself and think "Wow, is that really what I looked like when I did that? I look like a retard." It got to the point where I stole the remote off her and fast forwarded all the parts I was in.
Isn't that awful? Why is it that I have this stupid problem? I mean, I have no problem with performing to large crowds or anything like that, but to sit and watch myself makes me feel more embarrassed than doing a fart in a crowded space.
I suppose the solution to this problem is, just don't watch.
Man, I'm so good at solving problems I could be a super sleuth... NOT.
Urgh. Time to stop this drivel. Night xxx
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